I haven't posted anything in so long because I've lacked the motivation and have found nothing to inspire me.

I'm homesick and miss the gorgeous people that used to make me think and laugh and play.

Until I'm comfortable enough in the way I, myself, look I won't be doing photography for a while, simply because I'm not close enough to anyone to have them come over and do crazy things for me.

If I don't know someone well enough.. the concepts won't work.

But if use myself as the model, I still come up with nothing.

One day, I will make good, real friends otuside of home. Until then, the camera is getting used at parties and beach trips.

I miss creating.

This makes me sad. But I will be back.